2023 is over, Welcome to 2024! | Pages of Dhini

    As you can see in the title "2023 is Over, Welcome to 2024!", this will fill in with what I felt in 2023. It turns out that 2023 was my unexpected year. Enough rough, I guess. Some unexpected events happened in my life: happiness, sadness, love, crying, laughing, joy, and many more. Besides the sad or unlucky things that happened, I am so grateful for them. Because I knew that what happened made me stronger.

    In 2023, I decided to start journaling to manage my emotions so I could know myself deeply, and understand what I want in life, what things make me happy, sad, grateful, etc. It turns out I really enjoy doing journaling. Because it really helped me. I keep all of my moments in paragraphs. Not gonna lie, feeling lazy or bored doing this sometimes happened. And this is the challenge to keep this continuous. Yeah, I'm gonna do journaling in 2024, of course! Not the same as the previous year; I just planned on journaling, but in the middle, I stopped journaling. And now I feel like, "Kenapa ga dari dulu sih??? Ternyata seseru ini ya." Yup, regret comes in the end AHAHHA. But, I will not do that again. Uhm, I think I'm gonna write on this blog again, I guess, after I share what things I love, like, and learn on my Instagram.

    Another thing I didn't expect was falling in love (again). After quite enough time not being in a relationship, I fell in love again. At first, it seemed like a nice thing, but actually, it wasn't. Yeah, it's over now. But, it's okay. People come and go. Not everyone in your life will stay forever with us. Maybe if we kept trying to be together, our relationship would be destroyed because of problems, full of arguments. Not all arguments are bad things; it can be a good thing to know each other. But, in this case, it didn't go the way we wanted. It's better than pretending we are happy or love each other. It's still a pleasure to get to know you and share our ideas, how we see things, problems, and dreams. I'm grateful that there's no third person involved in this relationship, for no reason at all. I'm still happy because I can show and give him all the love I have. I hope he can feel my sincerity and affection. Thank you for your kindness. I hope you are always happy and surrounded with kindness in your life.

    Things I am grateful for include forcing myself to ask for professional help. And again, regret comes in the end; why didn't I do this at that time? I was so afraid at that time. I didn't know what I should do. Some nights or days were worrisome, and sometimes I cried thinking about that. Apart from that, I'm very grateful now; everything is fine. Big thanks to the people who were around me before and after that event. Thanks for the love and time <3

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    Hope 2024 will bring more happiness and be full of love. I can love and understand myself, my personality, and my career. Hope everyone who reads this always be happy. Don't forget to have a good meal and get enough sleep. Your health and happiness are number one, remember. XOXO!